Currently Listening A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At The Disco see related

OM-friggin-G it's been a long time! ^^; Sorry people. Not intentional. I'm not just negglecting you. What with school being uber hard and time-consuming, and work as well, I just don't have time for xanga anymore *gasp!blasphemy!* It doesn't help that I have a computer class every day but xanga is blocked. Grr. Well, let's update...

I've been through 2 boyfriends. Broke up with them both. Neither lasted more than 2 1/2 weeks.

I tried to go after Chris again for a little while because I missed him so much. Finally realized that he didn't want to be anyone and decided we make a good set of friends instead.

Decided to stop worrying about guys until college. It's better that way! #^o^#

Went to Oni-Con dressed as Meg from Burst Angel. Whenever Anime-Radio.com FINALLY updates, you'll see my picture!

I discovered that Tokyopop.com is NOT blocked at school and started a blog thingy there. Look me up as BohemianEdward.

I've lost my inspiration to draw and write. It comes back in tiny bursts over long periods of time. Pray I get it back!

I made a movie for an english project. One of the guys tried to put it on a DVD. Screwed up (but I don't blame him---none of us knew how to do it and it HAD to be done...) We're still trying to fix it. It's due Wednesday.

Work is fun. I finally fit in! Am in love with Domino, Maggie, and Alli. ^_^ They're all really cool to work with!

Finally realized the truth. I DON'T eat anything other than chicken.

Well, that's about it for now. I'm sorry it's been so freaking long! I'll try not to fall off my xanga again, but...well...it's hard...

You gotta' believe!

Currently Gaming Kingdom Hearts II By Square Enix see related

Hey people! Sorry it's been so long. I've been uber busy with my job...I thought I'd have more chances to post an entry since I work at the library, but it turns out I don't want to stay extra time 'cause I'm so tired! Bleh. I'm out of shape ~ still...Anyhoosies, I have stuff to tell seperate people as usual, so let's start there!

Kevin-I'm sorry! I left a message on your phone...but I never got a reply. Did you get it? It was too late for a midnight showing by the time we worked around everyone's schedules. We went last Friday, and I invited you with the voicemail I left you but you never said anything so...I'm sorry if you didn't get it! Sometimes voicemails act up, right?

Sam M, Sarah, and Patrick-Argh! I've long started my job, school is about to start...Sam, you said you'd call us when you were free!!! Is it just 'cause you WEREN'T free...? Well, summer's over unless you guys wanna' do something this coming Sunday. That's it. So...err! Maybe I'll call YOU this time...

Lachan-I wanna' play DDR on the controller! It's funner! (nuff said) Oh, and see you tomorrow! XD

Sam S- ...

Freezer whatever-You are forgiven! XD (I believe your excuse and just so you know I didn't report you or anything...I lied...hehe...)

Anyhoosies, moving on with life. I got my first paycheck last thursday, and today I opened up a bank account! ^_^v I feel so grown up. I have so many cards 'n' stuff in my wallet, I get to carry multiple keys (even if one's for my bike and another's for my work locker). I miss people! I've lost touch with so many peoples it's not even funny! Tiffy...sob...hic...Where'd you go...?...sob...hic...sob...

Truthfully, not a lot to say...even if it's been forever. Most of my time has gone toward work. I DID finally get to buy Saiyuki Reload volme 4 (It was awesome!-read it in the car on the way home) and .hack//Another Birth volume 1. I've been waiting months for them, and finally I could get them! Can't wait for the next ones...I'm trying to find a new copy of the PS1 game Chrono Trigger, but the EB Games I checked in stopped selling PS1 games. Darn. It's one of the greatest games ever. I've been working on Kingdom Hearts 1 since I screwed up and had to start over. I'm about to fight Maleficent in her dragon form, so I'm almost where I left off. Oh, and I rented KH2 from Blockbuster. Where should I start my list of grievances? It's a long one. Might as well say it.

1. Lack of original plotlines in the Disney Worlds (for the most part). I feel like I'm rewatching the movies. It's a little boring.

2. Too many cut scenes.

3. The reasons for even visiting the other worlds is a little vague. To open a path to the next? Why? And why isn't Sora sealing the worlds that haven't been sealed yet?

4. Until Sora gets more moves he can do...the gameplay sorta' sucks.

5. That boss dude from Org. XIII with the water thingies (he attacks with a guitar?). I had to try over and over to defeat all his dudes in 40 seconds. I finally did it, only to have to destroy 10 more in 10 seconds. Twice. It was stupid 'cause I kept dying WITHOUT ACTUALLY DYING.

6. The new coliseum doesn't give EXP.

7. The 3 1/2 hour intro. I kinda' liked using Roxas, but I really wanted to use Sora. And Roxas's story was kinda' boring.

8. Having to REVISIT all the worlds after the huge battle in Hollow Bastion.

9. How some characters' voices changed (Ahem, Hercules)

10. The Tron world. What is this "Tron" from 1980? I've never even heard of it!

11. Excessive mini-games. Some I didn't even get and yet somehow managed to win.

12. The blandness of some of their voices... (Jack Sparrow? I really thought Mr. Depp would have sounded more enthusiastic!)

13. Ursula is back? I didn't actually play through the Little Mermaid world yet (kinda' skipped it) because I saw those dumb eels and thought--OMG. I am SOOO not fighting her AGAIN.

14. How the worlds form the previous games changed. Halloween Town had the same music, but the layout changed ENTIRELY. Zero's grave even changed places! What, did they dig it up and move it?

15. Some worlds had the same music, some didn't.

16. You could visit only SOME of the worlds from the previous game. Not all. Some. I wanted to go back to Wonderland!

17. And where'd Traverse Town go? I know the worlds went back to normal, but I'd still have liked it.

18. The paths within the worlds are too definate. You can't get lost (which can be fun) and there is not exploration, and there's practically NO hidden treasures. I got stuck so many times in KH1 before I bought the strategy guide (I was THAT LOST), but it was fun because I could figure out what needed done, rather than having it all layed out for me.

19. No shared abilities. Like Glide and High Jump.

20. I don't even use magic anymore, 'cept to heal. It got dumb, complicated, and annoying. And the fact that I have to relearn it (along with some magic spells that I personally consider useless).

21. I gotta' start at level 1 again. Was Sora asleep for THAT LONG?

There are more, but I'm out of time. There are a FEW good things about it (I like the plotline at least!) but the bad DEFINATELY outweighs the good. I'm really only playing it for the plotline anymore. The gameplay sort of sucks.

You gotta' believe!

Currently Listening Faith By Hyde Secret Letters (Is that what it's called?) see related

First thing's first---I have stuff to tell specific people.

To the dude that posted last on the entry before this. You are an idiot, I don't know who you are, but your post was obscene and quite offensive (and probably not just to me). Moments after I post this entry, I will be leaving you a comment on YOUR last entry that will say much less than you deserve---Jerk. Don't post dumb comments on pages that belong to strangers. (I did delete his comment, so don't look for it, people. It was...well...I didn't want something like that on my xanga!)

To Sam S. I got a hold of you! And now we lost it again! <_> Dude, you stand somebody up, the least you can do is call her. Bleh. I'm not mad or anything [anymore]. I just wish you would ACKNOWLEDGE that I've been trying to get a hold of you.

To Sam M. I'm about to have a job. I will no longer be available. We need to decide on a day to go out soon before I actually have a schedule to adhere to. Besides...^_^ I wanna' see you and the others again soon!

To Lachan. Um..when are you coming back? o.O Or are you back? Your schedule confuses me. Here's the deal--Either you call me, or text me and tell me you're available 'cause I can't keep up!

Alright. I've been playing a lot of DDR lately. In fact, I'm getting really good! (Well, on the controller. I figured out I prefer it to standing up on my uncoordinated-easy-to-trip-on feet) I'm sort of fluctuating between Standard and Heavy modes, but I'm pretty decent on the Challenge mode too. It's just the quarter beat arrows--if they weren't there, I could do any song they threw at me! More practice...In a matter of three days, I managed to earn every song and every character, and I unlocked the Endless Mode. I haven't gotten al the Nonstop modes I don't think...I've also been playing on Mission Mode, and for a while I did really good...and then I flopped out. The later missions are impossible! ^_^;; But just playing the normal songs, I've managed to get four or five (maybe six) AAs, but never a higher score. My goal is to do the unthinkable--something I've witnessed only once by Sam S.--BEAT DDR! Hehe...I just don't know how...but I'll figure it out! I have it for about 1 1/2 more weeks (I borrowed it from Jacque while she's in Colorado), and if I improved TONS over three days of nonstop playing, I know I can master Heavy and Challenge modes. ^_^ Wish me luck!

Really not much else to say. I'm still lonely. Want to talk to someone, but don't know who. People are either busy, their phones are out of minutes, or they're on vacation...Or I just think "What would I say to this person if I called?" Bleh. I'll figure it out. I've been losing a bit of weight lately (not that I need to) because I haven't been bored. I mean, I'm occupied so I don't boredom eat. And I'm sleeping in late, so it throws off my meals. Try 2 meals a day. ^_^;; Oops. But I'm just not hungry! I don't feel stressed, so that can't be my hunger problem...But I got down to under 100lbs, and then I decided I needed to start stuffing myself. I wonder if I'm back to my normal yet?

You gotta' believe!

(Oh, so rude guy? I'm hitting your page next)

Currently Gaming 2 Game Combo - Final Fantasy IV + Chrono Trigger for PSX By Square Enix see related

Lachan, it's going to be a while before I send that quiz. The computer I'm using screwed up and closed the window when I was almost done, and now I'm annoyed and I'm not retyping ALL of that anytime soon, so eventually!

Ahem. Moving on. I've finally moved into my sister's old room! I have more than 2x the floor space! I feel so special... ^_^ Except I don't have a door. I don't mind TOO much, but Buddy keeps coming in when I don't want him and he bothers me and wakes me up too early in the morning (and yes 9:30 IS too early). Bleh. But I've finally got a big room, and I've got everything in it I could possibly want! (almost) ^_^ I'd be very very happy right now if...

...I wasn't lonely. Feh. There's no one to talk to...and I don't remember the last time I looked at a guy my age (or around my age). Grr...People go out of town, and then I think of people I COULD call, 'cept I wouldn't know what to say...It's been a kind of sucky summer, but I'll survive. I have to! ^_^ If I don't, how'm I gonna' see Sam M. sometime after the 18th? Nyan...Gotta' do my best and stay positive. I'm...doing my best.

Speaking of Sams, Sam S. Um...Just curious but...HOW COME YOU WON'T RETURN A SINGLE ONE OF MY MESSAGES? At first I thought, "Well, he's busy. I'll give him time." It's been more than a week since I last left you a voicemail or sent a text message (the last one I was actually getting a bit upset). Tell me there's something wrong with your cell phone...'Cause if I've done something wrong, I wish you would tell me rather than ignore me. So...please just say SOMETHING to me! You said you'd be my big brother again, and you can't go back on it!

I guess that's about it. Feh. I guess I'm still annoyed about the email thing...Well, talk later.

You gotta' believe!

Currently Watching Lost - The Complete First Season see related

^_^;; OMG you people are freakin'... Hehe... Well... Nice. That probably sounds really weird. I was expecting all of the silly comments that I would usually get. Sam S. would say "Lol. You should differentiate Sams because I was confused too!" or somethin that had nothing to do with what I wrote...I love you guys. So...wish me luck! I just had my interview and it went UBER AWESOME!!!

Side-note-To everyone at AKON...Die. 'Cause I'm jealous. (how's that for mature!? Hehe...just kidding...)

Anyways, I really appreciate you guys. And I just wanted to say...Yeah, I exaggerated about Mr. Estelle. I got caught up in the moment. I love Mr. Estelle, but he's not the one I REALLY want to be with. Actually, I'm sorta' back on a guy I used to like...But I won't say who it is because he reads this xanga! Now take a guess who it is, 'cause I have multiple guys I used to like reading it! (}at least 4...are there more?) Actually let's narrow it down. His name does not begin with a Z. (Haha! I pulled a Kevin!)

Anyhoosies, I've had a pretty uneventful week. I had KC and Jacque spend the night to watch Lost. Jacque left early, but KC and I finished 13 episodes--that's over half the first season! They liked it though...How about everyone else? Have you seen Lost? It's the greatest series on Earth! I LOVE IT!

Hehe...I really don't have much to say, huh? Not really. I spend my time playing video games (I'm working on Chrono Trigger right now. What can I say? I like the old PS1 games where the characters are pixilated and cartoony...They're corny but still fun!) and thinking about that dude I love. (don't speak out against my "love" thing. Please read the last entry if you haven't already.) Sigh...Actually, I should narrow it down a little more (like I narrowed it down at all). It's not Sam M. I'm saying this only because...well...I don't want to cause him any more problems. I'm not narrowing it down anymore because I couldn't stand it if "my" dude found out!!! ^_^;; I mean, he already knows I used to like him, and he didn't return the feeling...so...I don't want to cause him problems either! So I hope he doesn't mind...that I wanna' keep liking him for a while longer...Pretty please? I won't bother you about it...

Sigh. Nothing really to say. But I'll try to get back to you guys as soon as sumthin happens. Lachan--when do you get back again? I don't know when I'm s'posed to call you!

You gotta' believe (that I'll find my dude)!